You just can’t help yourself..can you karen! Are you really truly that FUCKEN STUPID! YES by God you REALLY are!
Sadly an apology..has NEVER even crossed your mind..ya know the thing that struck me the most, is..I’m pretty fucken sure you along with everyone else in this family, knows I’m very fucken sick! Or maybe your all just stupid.. I have never in my life been sicker nor in such horrible unbearable PAIN 24/7!! When you BARGED in the room I’m staying in, you didn’t knock, you didn’t ask..how are you doing? Is there anything I can help you with..How are you feeling? NOPE!! BUT instead you have the UNGODLY Nerve to start SCREAMING AT ME!! Then, Your ONLY fucken CONSERN WAS YOU!! That’s WHO YOU ARE!!
I have been sicker than fuck for over two yrs with this! Did YOU or anyone else in two yrs ever call me to see how I was doing! Last winter my car had NO heat, I was not only freezing, but I was throwing up, having horrible explosions..in unbelievable horrible endless PAIN, and I had to sleep with garbage bags on top of me and below me. I had to sleep on my hands and knees. I lost CONSCIOUSNESS so many times., once for 81/2 HRS, on my way to another pointless doctors apt that I never made it to..I had to pull over..when I came to, it was dark outside, I was in a state of confusion, I had no clue where I was! I could go on & on & on.. but its really quite pointless isn’t it! You along with everyone else in this garbage family are the kind of people..I DISTAIN! I can’t even believe I once loved or cared for any of you weird mean uncaring assholes! I could NEVER be that fucken CRUEL and UGLY to a very sick & hurting family member!!! I’m not kidding here when I ask..HOW the Hell do you people sleep at nite? And just WHAT exactly do you see when you look in your mirror every mourning?!? Very sad, an quite unsettling!
So when you say to me..We are never speaking again..That to me is a fucken blessing! It sure isn’t a punishment! That’s how arrogant you are. Do you really believe you are some kind of fucken gift? Grow up and get a fucken grip on REALITY!! Reality has never really been your friend..
When we both lived in Seattle, do you know how many times you came to where I lived? Exactly ZERO! After I bought my beautiful home in Seattle, do you know how many times you came to my home in those 12 yrs? Exactly twice! First time with Gail, the second time was for the wedding trip I paid for, for you & steve to be apart of in Cancun. They had messed up and put us all in the wrong Moon Palace. I was quite upset because I paid a fucken shitload for the very BEST Moon Palace! And do you remember how YOU & steve were to ME because I wanted to BE at THE PLACE I PAID FOR?!! FUCKEN ASSHOLES! Neither of you ungrateful assholes would EVEN SPEAK TO ME!! I really should have LEFT YOU BOTH THERE!! In that shithole!! That’s when I knew bringing you both was a BIG FUCKEN MISTAKE! Then you NEVER spend any fucken TIME WITH ME!! NOPE! But you did make friends with some other lowlifes, that YOU fucken INVITED TO MY FUCKEN WEDDING!! You were soo sweet to ask me if they could join MY WEDDING..I told you absolutely NOT! But they CAME anyway! Maybe I should have paid their trip to Cancun also! I have always regretted bringing you both on that trip!
Your moms golden child, and you know she has trouble with making meals for dinner, an yet..just how many times a YEAR do you have her out for dinner?! Well, hummm..there’s christmas..thanksgiving..jays birthday..an maybe a couple other random times. Man..that’s really HUGE!! I’m pretty sure those days are now very limited
Maybe you all should start planning ahead..cause guess what..Every Single person on earth will be sick someday..and there is NO-Xscape! Nobody gets out of here UNSCATHED!!
Ya know I’m pretty sure there is not one of you people who could have survived ANY of the things I have gone through!! Ya know how I know this? Because you all lack – INNER STRENGTH..Your all just a bunch of damn meanass sheep! And I do know for a FACT..there are NO BLACK-SHEEP aloud or welcome at the annual christmas shitparty!
I could understand if an entire family hated one of their own IF..the bad hated family member HAD ACTUALLY DONE something! BAD!! But none of you can say ANYTHING AT ALL that I have ever done to anyone! There is something very wrong with you people! BUT…YOU ALL have DONE plenty to me..Small minds..think-alike!
Lets take a little trip down..Memory Lane..shall we..Mom was very ill, so you send out a group text telling EVERYONE, dale, sheena, me..and whoever else..WE ALL need to help mom with meals, can everyone pitch-in? I saw dale say “I’m in, then sheena says for sure I’m in, I made a comment back to you, and you get pissed-off and tell me..”Just forget it, I will do it ALL myself!! DO you recall just HOW MANY meals YOU ALL DID FOR MOM??? EXACTLY ZERO!!! JONI DID THEM ALL..
A couple months ago, mom was down with a bad cold. Of course NOBODY gives a shit..so I’m here..RIGHT..I’M SICK…RIGHT…I’M also BROKE because of my auto expenses of over $10K, but as sick and hurting like hell and broke, I go to the store, buy her $55 worth of shit to make her well again..you know..FEEL BETTER..I had to charge this on my American Express card to help her!! I also made sure she was warm, had comfort meds, hot soup, bananas, oranges..ect..lots of GOOD Vitamins..ECT..whenever I get finished at the stores, I can barely get myself back to my car. And when I finally do..I have to sit in my car for almost an hour before I can even fucken move at all! But again..WHERE WERE YOU!? Where are ANY of you people..when someone is sick and hurting?? CASPERS!
Just exactly what kind of sister have you been to me?? Oh here’s a clue..on my birthday 12/23/22 you were the ONLY person from this wonderful family that contacted me..nope not even my own mother! You sent me over 20 horrible mean texts..do you (recall..karen) I sure as shit do! I told you to stop many times, over an over..but you kept sending them. So because of YOU!! I had to change my number, of which I bought from T-Mobile..I can lay out a pretty complete list of your endless BACKSTABBING to me over the last 36+ yrs! Would you like me to do that?! IT’S pretty fucken UGLY! But I would be more than happy to do it! karen..I would advise you to stay very far away from me!
I will no longer share anything with mom because of YOU! For some fucked-up reason YOU believe YOU are a fucken genius..Einstein..MD..A FUCKEN KNOW-IT-ALL! BUT YOUR NONE OF THOSE..but WHAT you really ARE is a fucken-dumb-motherfucker!! shit for brains! GET A FUCKEN HOBBY!
I am doing all I can to get the hell out of here..Tryshitties..There is absoultly nothing here for me. Not after Gail left! I don’t give a flying fuck WHO dies! I WON’T BE THERE!! You all made your shitbeds..NOW sleep tight!
YOUR ALL JUST – E-V-I-L!
When MY sister was in the hospital, she told me to keep you “AT BAY” Didn’t you know Gail & I told eachother EVERYTHING! And yes, she told me many many times the BULLSHIT you would say about me. She told me to NEVER TRUST YOU! She showed me messages you sent to her..about me! So I asked MY (ONLY) sister…Gail why is karen so GODDAMN MEAN..?!?! You know what Gail’s answer was…DO YA!
Why have you ALWAYS been HELL-BENT on telling fucken LIES about me! Why have you always done the UGLIEST MOTHERFUCKEN SHIT to me..FOREVER! What the hell is UP-YOUR-ASS! What is this diabolical obsession you have with me..you are truly thee most hateful, resentful, psychotic insecure person I have ever had the misfortune to know! karen you will NEVER find peace.
IF you don’t know the VALUE of LOYALTY – You will NEVER understand the DAMAGE of BETRAYAL! After all – the most dangerous liars are those who THINK they are telling the truth. If you can’t find a BAD thing to say about me..you will just make one up!
GOOD BYE – GOOD LUCK..